I love You
Yes I was, yes I am and yes I would always be. This is nothing more then a love story … let me break you down the passing years.
I met this girl when 10 years old, she was nothing I ever seen or heard, she came from over the sea’s distant places not used to my country’s ways but she adapted fast and gave it more flavor. She was speaking on my language telling me the right stories and exactly what I was supposed to hear and learn. I learned so many beautiful things. She had so much soul and was so old school when I was a young. It was love at first site … never new throughout my life she will be there for me. So many nights I sat down and listened to hear thinking I would love to do her physically and mentally, she was not about the money or the studs but not a church girl. I respected her because she was pure underground untapped sister.
Years have passed and our relation ship grew stronger, I felt her style and she was filling mine, couldn’t believe something like this was created. Other lady’s tried to tempt me with their ways but this girl was in my mind body and spirit could not betray her because we where meant for each other.
Nothing separated us and the feeling that she gave me made us grow together. This girl was amazing she got a little in to R&B, bass and jazz but I was cool with that. Other brothers tried to tap her but for the untrained mind nobody could handle such a complex creation. She was blossoming by the passing of the day and I was happy that I was apart of her that I could prosper along her.
By the touring of the new millennium things changed. Internet broke what ever magic we had. Now I see her in the clubs and at different parties having fun and not worried about anyone but the road she took was paved with diamond and gold. I was happy for her as long as she kept her essence. I might failed to mention this girl was creative but in the final round vanity got to her. Big mogul type character told her if she had and image and a gimmick she could make a lot of money…the girl didn’t think about what she was doing to my soul and did anyway. I see her now in commercials at hype party worried on how to dress and trying to be more hip telling me how real she keeps it and how she is fucking the funk, always smoking blunts and getting drunk, rolling rocks and shooting up on people stressing to impress me how underground she does it.
So here I am today looking at her and how she tries to bring it back to what we once was and although sometimes she is that perfect image other brothers mess her style up destroying what ever mind and soul I fell in love with. I’m afraid it will take long time before she can return to her one true self and even about that I have doubts … only time will tell. But no matter the stains and mistakes she does I still love her cause I’m committed to her and will always be no matter what. Off course the girl I’m talking about is Hip-Hop
